Cute ng animation!!! Hahaha..
 
"Being single does not mean that you're loveless, Jersey. I chose to be like this temporarily. And I even prove to myself that I can be happy without the things I needed the most" 
-Jicker
Wala naman masama sa pagiging single. Hindi ko nga maintindihan kung bakit karugtong ng single ang salitang alone. Bakit? I admit, di ko alam ang pakiramdam ng inlove or in a relationship pero hindi ibig sabihin alone ako. Siguro may mga times na loner pero most of the times feeling fine naman acu with friends and family. 

Base sa karanasan ng iba (wag ka, diary ako minsan ng ibang tao eh), iba talaga pag in a relationship ka. Uo na, aaminin ko may spark sa mga mata nila, minsan pa nga ang weird nila. Nakakita ako ng the other side nila na hindi mo aakalain na may gagawin silang effort for their bf/gf na kaya nilang harapin ang kahihiyan at ibaba ang pride nila. Ang korni na nga eh, pero wala yun, masaya sila eh, gusto nila yun. Pero sa mga relasyon, pag di inalagaan, maglalaho yan. MAhirap din maengage sa relationship, anjan si jealous, asahan mu si third party, meron ding insecurity, may hurt... but I think that's the beauty of being in love. Before ka nagengage sa isang relasyon, you already accepted the fact na mararanasan niu si pain at si risk. Wala naman kasing perfect relationship. You can live just fine in your own, pero mas pinipili ng karamihan to be with that someone kasi si someone lang pwedeng bumuo sa kung anu pang kulang ang meron ka. Iba kasi ung feeling. Alam niu na yun, kasi hindi ko nga alam. The feeling of losing pero happy. The feeling of sacrificing pero oks na oks. Ung tipong you can't help yourself but to love this person no matter what, no matter who. the feeling na kahit malayo sa ideal relationship, mas better pa din ung ngayon kasi siya ang dahilan mo. Pero kahit ano pa man yan, it depends to the to parties if it the relationship will prove the word forever o puchu-puchu lang. Wag niung isisisi ang isang break up sa third party, sa destiny, sa parents. Ginusto niu yan.! Peace yow!

Wag kayong magconclude. di ko pa naranasan yan. Dapat ang title nito being single, mukhang ung content di naaayon eh. Hahahaha :))
 
Tagal ko ng inaabangan ung trailer ayy,.!! ngayon lang lumabas?? hmmmnnn... Uo trailer lang inaabangan ko.. kala ko anjan c baifern? nasan? 404 error?? haaayyy.. 

WHY?

9/26/2012

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"why do good things happens to bad people and why do bad things happens to good people. "
Parang sa movies lang naman nangyayare yan. Pero sa huli, laging happy ending.  Bad and Good Things ay pedeng mangyari sa lahat: mayaman man o mahirap, may ngipin man o wala, panot man o poknat, maitim man o maputi, may hika man o wala. NO EXCUSE Teh!! Parang mali na may good and bad people. Paano mo ba nasasabi yun? Dahil magaling instinct mo, magaling kang judge? edi ikaw na!! Lahat pwede magbago, you can't judge a person right away. Depende na lang kung ang ijujudge mu kung di bagay suot nya or whatsoever. Pero when it comes to kung sino ang taong yun, that's another story. Wala kang alam kaya wag kang epal. 
 
Napaisip ako bigla nung nabasa ko to. Maintindihan mo man yan o hindi, may pakiramdam tayo. MASAKIT na may mga taong hinuhusgahan ka at nagsasabi ng masama tungkol sayo. Nature na yan ng tao eh. Ang magagawa lang naten ay TO PROVE THEM WRONG. They have time for you eh, just find time to prove that. Ano pang magagawa nila pag natapos nun? Edi maghanap ng bagong mali sayo. It's a cycle. Sana nga may gamot na maging immune tayo sa mga naririnig at nakikita naten. Pero we can't manipulate our feelings. Kahit anung sabi mu na di mo nararamdaman na isang basura ang tingin sa yo ng isang tao, wag kang tanga.. RAMDAM MO YAN!! 
At the end of the day, it doesn't matter anymore. You and God knows kung sino ka o kung tama ang ginawa. Hindi na mahalaga kung anung sasabihing masama sayo, masakit lang.  Meron naman mga taong naniniwala sayo at patuloy na magmamahal sayo!! hahahahaha Buhay talaga, parang Life!! :))
 
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         Many things happened and there's still a long way to go. I don't know where I am standing and which road I am going to take. I am in this dark place just looking at the light out of nowhere. Pain seems to be my companion. I'm longing for happiness. Where is it? I already asked all the possible WHYs and I can't find the answers.

      Since a long way awaits me, I still believe. I believe that happiness and true laughter will fall upon me - upon us. I still believe that on the other side a rainbow with great smile is waiting. It is not only me, not only my family, maybe there are other people out there experiencing more suffering and more unfortunate than us. It is not easy for me. What more with my mother? my father? They have been keeping things in themselves. Just seeing her like that makes us feel a great pain yet she's an inspiration to go on. Why such cruel disease choose her? Why in a 10 year old girl? Why she can't have a normal childhood days? Aghh.! I can't help to asked. She's a potential cartoonist. She don't go to school. They say there's no hope. She eats foods she doesn't like. She can't walk normally. She doesn't have friends - oh she's been claiming her bestfriend is Frijen, our cat. Hospital is her second home. Injections and medicines are just usual stuffs for her. I don't know how she can ignore other people's glances. It's been 3 years. The only thing I can do is to watch. But, she's still fighting. She knows her condition well, but I don't understand it. What more hard challenge will she undergo? What more statements of doctors will my parents going to hear? I can't imagine my mother's feelings. Knowing her child has cruel monster inside her. She's always been saying "sana sa akin na lang binigay." I know the feeling. It is beyond my imagination. I don't know already.! 
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I miss those days. 3 years before, we used to go to amusement parks, celebrate each others birthdays, celebrate Christmas with a happy atmosphere, going to church together. I used to be present always in reunions, outings and birthdays of my friends, active in school activities, a school leader, a writer, and an outgoing person. Now that I think about those days, It is really different. In 3 years time, it seems all change. I've miss wonderful things for 3 years. But I still believe we we will going to reach the other side. For now, we will look for the place where we can do best together, filling the bad things with good vibes. We will take things step by step. I'll definitely going to take back what I miss! Time and this suffering is molding me -us to a stronger person and for the coming years, i am going to take back all those things- My old self, our traditions and other stuffs. I want also to see her have friends, attend in JS Prom, to graduate, be in love, be married, have kids. I want us to go back to amusement park. I believe. I will. SOON.!! Wait for me-the other side that we are longing for!! I will stand firmly and say IT'S MY TIME!!

 For me to be able to show a true smile, at least I cried million times. and SOON I will be able to show it!!

 
I'll definitely do this in the future. I'm not crazy! Gusto niyo ngayon na eh, Libre niu pala ako!! WaaaHhhhh.. It seems your flying tapos ramdam mo yung hangin tas ang ganda ng view! SUPER LIKE!!! Hala. i want this talaga! Then you're going to scream out loud, curse every people who humiliated you, tapos you're heart will beat fast then you are like praying na pag natapos yun, you are still alive!! HAHAHA It will only take seconds pero it will definitely make me feel great!! Bakit? Ewan. siguro kasi you've conquered fear. The fact that you know kung anong mangyayari yung kaba at physical pain pero you still go for it. It is also your option to move backwards pero you break the wall dude. Parang life yan eh. Are you still going to live in the past or change for the better? (nu konek?) Basta!!! Gusto ko niyan! Libre niu ko!!!

    MAYEH

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    Marielle P. Bataoil. single. 18. November 20. 5'5. immature. quiet.they always see me happy. lazy. experiencing 3yrs--> of suffering; mentally, psychologically, emotionally in short getting crazier. late bloomer. anime maniac. traveler. suspicious. prone to unfortunate things. adaptable. cute stuffs lover. if you read this, give me CHOCOLATES!!(i hate introductions!!)

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